Sometimes I wonder

I wonder about the stars, and the light they give, so freely, the sun and all its glory and all it gives, and yet nothing in return is asked. Though the sun is there and shines bright, it can harm us, if we don't take care of ourselves.

I wonder about life, and why are we here, and where will we go, what is it really like to die? I have always wanted to die, one day, so I can know what it feels like to die, to take that last breath, and see what is on the other side. We have religion that helps us have faith in the next life, but I want to know for myself.

I wonder why people are sad, why some are glad, and why some never seem to feel anything. The thing is, I don't have to wonder, because I have been there.

I wonder where the time goes and who invented it and why we even have time, is it to make sense of something bigger than ourselves, something of a larger expanse that is incomprehensible to the human mind?

I wonder why we all can't just wait for the perfect person to come along, even if we have to die to wait to meet that person. I wonder why we can't have it easy, i wonder why we can't just live each of our own lives and then meet each other when we are perfect. Because we can't, we have to live with each other and grow with each other so we can become perfect.

I wonder about my own life, what meaning is there, what have I done to help others, and has it really made an impact?

I wonder if I didn't help that one person one day what would have happened to their life, am I responsible if I don't help someone and some sort of ill befalls them? The thought makes my bones shiver.

I wonder about love, if it can be found, and why would we find love and have it just taken away for no reason, no explanation, just snatched away.

I wonder about God and his love, how much he cares for me, and what have I done to deserve this, and what can I do to help others feel this love?

I wonder about the expanse of the universe, who is there, and why.

I wonder why life is so hard, and then I see the joy after the dark.

I wonder if some people will ever see the joy after the dark, at least in this life.

I wonder above the human race and how much can I do to help everyone. Sometimes I feel so hopeless in my dreams of wanting to help everyone to feel loved.

I wonder if suffering of all can be relieved in this world.

I wonder if peace is possible.

I wonder what happens when a pebble is dropped in the water and the ripples go out, do the ripples keep going forever?

I wonder about light, and when I turn on a light will it stay in the universe forever?

I wonder sometimes about life, love, happiness, religion, my life and my goals. I wonder if it will all be alright, if all my dreams will come true, and if I will find love, the one thing all human kind desires, is love, and that is all we desire to give in the end is love.